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About Me Member Deviously Deviant ChesaReneeFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Months
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i cant wait

Fri Jul 24, 2009, 4:28 PM
i cant wait till im gone,
i cant wait to not have to pretend im happy,
i cant wait till i can be me,
cant wait to show you who i am,
cant wait to show you im not a spawn of cheerleaders,
cant wait to see your face when i do,
cant wait to disappoint you,
cant wait to tell you to fix your own fucked up life,
cant wait to tell you to be disappointed in yourself for not keeping your promise,
cant wait to show you what i want,
cant wait to leave you stunned,
cant wait to plant a bomb in your pathetic brain, and to see it explode when you see you fucked me up,
cant wait that you are not sane,
cant wait to tell you this is your second kid that you fucked up with,
better not fuck up the third!
cant wait to tell you its to late to hope for that,
cant wait to tell you its never been okay,
cant wait to leave the core of hell,
cant wait to show you,
cant wait to show you how you made this family so fuck up,
cant wait to tell you we are not a family at all,
cant wait to tell you, you exiled us,
but after its all over,
i cant wait to tell you i still love you

  • Listening to: Loosing grip-Avril Lavigne
  • Reading: what i wrtoe, but on a piece of paper
  • Watching: ROB AND BIG!
  • Playing: life, a game that you will always loose
  • Eating: oh... eating sounds good right now...
  • Drinking: i want a ROCKSTAR!

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:iconelectric-axe:
Thankyou so much for the favourite of my 'A Gothic Romance' <3 I really appreciate it hun! <3

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You can't spell slaughter without laughter...
:iconelectric-axe:
Thankyou so much for the watch! <3 I really appreciate it!! <3 :huggle:

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You can't spell slaughter without laughter...
:iconelectric-axe:
Nice gallery you have so far! And I LOVE your signiature!! I also do that!

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:iconchesarenee:
lol i know! because it freaking awesome! everyone else is like WTF?! but im like whatever... it will be BIG one day... then i can make fun of you lol

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Some people ask me why i wear different colored converse, i just look up at them, smile, and ask them if they are afraid of individuality and walk away.
:iconelectric-axe:
HAHHA exactly right!!!!!!
It is worth the strange looks though! x]
One of my characters in my graphic novel does this too lol!


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:iconchesarenee:
hahah i love the strange looks! its sooo funny to laugh at!! XXD

no freaking way! your are like mah best friend now!! what is the novel about?

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Some people ask me why i wear different colored converse, i just look up at them, smile, and ask them if they are afraid of individuality and walk away.
:iconelectric-axe:
-long comment here!- LOL YES!! They look at your feet, then up to your face, then back to your feet, shake their heads, mutter freak, and walk off right? I get that AHAH!! Maybe having matching red and black hair doesn't help xDD
Well, the novel is basically about the power of friendship. But I use the main character, Allan, who has my made up illness, kind of like schitzophrenia (spelling is wrong haha) and like bipolar (kind of). What happens to him is when he looks in a mirror, a puddle, anything where he can see his reflection, it triggers his OTHER evil personality. Even a memory can trigger the change. But It is mainly the reflection :) So he ends up killing his father, when he wasn't 'himself' and he kills some of his enemies too. Through it, his life long best mate, Frank, helps him to overcome his change and snap back Allan to his normal self.

It is a really weird and twisted story, but I am going to turn it into an anime series eventually. Just have to get my diploma in Animation! :D

I don't have any drawings on here yet, if I do, I will probably put them on my other account, (for my business, :iconbs-designs: :D )

Wow, long as comment! SORRY!!


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You can't spell slaughter without laughter...

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